When I broke I shattered.
Not a minor fracture, not a small tear
no, I collapsed into a darkness
that of late is still hard to shake.
And shake I did, I am shaking
I shudder at the very thought.
For my weakness, my great flaw, is that I feel and that I still draw breath.
And I let the sentence trail off.
Yes, yes I let the sentence... fade
In the hope that the message wasn't heard,
for the moment it left my mouth
I became so very afraid of what it might entail.
and I might have a way with words
but that doesn't make my heart feel any more secure.
Perhaps I'd make a better fighter than a lover,
and there's still beauty in that cliche.
But all the while I'm learning that truly, without a shred of doubt
beyond the possibility of revision I have nothing in my head when I ask myself:
What is my purpose in life?
What is my purpose, my calling in life X2
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